I'm... sorry.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise to you. I tried, you must believe I tried! But... how could I have protected you? Nyx was descending, and you floated away all on your own to stop it. How did you do that? What amazing power did you have that allowed you to stand so strong in the face of death itself? I'm so afraid of death.
But even so... you left me behind. Why? You knew you were the reason I chose to live! I would have died for you! I'd have instantly given my own life if it meant preserving yours! Why would you so willingly sacrifice yourself when it meant destroying my only purpose!? Now I have no reason to go on! The instant I find something worth fighting for, it's snatched away from me! Is this what it means to be alive? Are we all destined to live in pain? When Mitsuru's father was killed, she found strength to move on through the desire to carry out his wishes, but what am I supposed to do? Thanks to you, the Dark Hour is truly gone! There's nothing for me to fight, and nothing to fight for!
Why did you torture me so? I knew you were already dead when you returned from Nyx, so why did you stay for so long? How could you stand being the only one who remembered, when everyone else around carried on as if nothing had ever happened? I saw it on your face every day, the pain of your closest friends and allies suddenly turned to acquaintances, and you unable to fix it, to wake up from the nightmare. You even avoided me as well, and I never knew why. I had to watch from afar as you struggled through each day, both emotionally and physically. You must have known I would remember! As much as I wish to be alive, my body is still steel and circuits. I could never forget you, or any of the memories we share! And as soon as they finally remember, right when our Graduation Day promise was about to be fulfilled, you slip away before our eyes, without even getting to say goodbye. You should have told me you were feeling sick! I know the doctors never found a cause, but maybe if we had sought help earlier, we could have delayed it! Maybe I could have had another year to spend at your side! Even a month, a week, it doesn't matter, as long as I spent it with you! There is so much I still wanted to experience with you, there are so many questions I still have! What should I do now? What will happen to all of us? What happened to you? Please, I need to understand! You saved everyone, so save me too! Just give me an Answer!